Y ese fue el momento en que lo supe.

You should've been there,

Should've burst throught the door 

with that 'baby i'm here' smile.

And it would feel like a million little shining stars had just aligned.

And i would've been so happy...

Christmas lights glisten 

I've got my eye on the door just waiting for you to walk in.

But the time is ticking.

People ask me how i've been as i comb back through my memory.

How you said you'd be here.

You said you'd be here...

And it was like slow motion

standing there in my party dress, in red lipstick with no one to impress.

And they're all laughing as i'm looking around the room.

But there was one thing missing, and that was the moment i knew.

And the hours pass by,

now i just wanna be alone,

but your close friends always seem to know when there's something really wrong. So they followed me down the hall an there, in the bathroom, i try not to fall apart and the sinking feeling stars as i say hopelessly 'he said he'd be here'

[...]

And they're all laughing and asking me about you. But there was one thing missing. And was the moment i knew.

What so you say when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know?

And what do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didn't show?

You should been here and i would'd be so happy.

Esto que acabo de relatar (en inglés) no es algo que yo me haya inventado (ojalá) es una canción que lleva casi un mes en mi Ipod y ya se ha convertido en una de mis canciones favoritas. Puede que la hayas escuchado, es de una cantante bastante famosa que casualmente yo no escucho porque ella no me gusta nada. Pero esta canción tiene algo. Quizá es que me identifico con ella, no se.

Pero la siento como algo cercano e importante y me encanta la forma en que la ha escrito así como el ritmo de balada triste que tiene. Es tan...Tan yo. Tan melodramática con algo de sarcasmo.

Puede que no sea la mas asombrosa canción, ni su mejor canción, ni siquiera la mas conocida. Doy fe. Pero es especial, especial para mi. 

Me recuerda a mi.

Me recuerda a el y a lo que hubo entre nosotros y no pudo ser.